Reflections

These reflections began as quiet meditations between patient visits and pages of fiction. They’ve grown into a journal of faith — a place to wrestle with Scripture, grace, and the call to live faithfully in a restless world.

  • I Think, Therefore I Am—but Why Am I?

    I Think, Therefore I Am—but Why Am I?

    I have been reading a book by Pope John Paul II, and recently came across his discussion of René Descartes regarding one of the most famous sentences in Western philosophy: Cogito, ergo sum. “I think, therefore I am.” I had encountered Descartes years ago in college, but this time something struck me that I had…


  • Will All Israel Be Saved? Understanding Paul’s Mystery in Romans 9–11

    Will All Israel Be Saved? Understanding Paul’s Mystery in Romans 9–11

    For years, I assumed that the 144,000 described in Revelation represented the Jewish people who would be saved in the last days. But while studying Romans, I encountered something that caused me to reconsider that assumption. Paul seems to describe something much larger: a future turning of Israel to Jesus Christ. Romans 9–11 addresses a…


  • Is Being a Good Person Enough? The Wisdom of Psalms 37, 49, and 73

    Is Being a Good Person Enough? The Wisdom of Psalms 37, 49, and 73

    Psalms 37, 49, and 73 are often described as wisdom psalms because they wrestle with questions that have troubled believers for thousands of years: Why do people who ignore God sometimes prosper? Why do those who trust Him suffer? What does it mean to live wisely? And, ultimately, what becomes of us when this life…


  • Scripture Life Savers

    Scripture Life Savers

    Life can become overwhelming very quickly. Anxiety, grief, pain, conflict, financial worries, and fear can leave us searching for something solid to hold on to. Scripture Life Savers is designed to make the wisdom and comfort of the Bible easier to reach in those moments.  Each Life Saver begins with a passage from the King…


  • Can My 90-Year-Old Mother Still Come to Know Jesus?

    Can My 90-Year-Old Mother Still Come to Know Jesus?

    My mother is ninety years old. She was raised in a poor, fairly dysfunctional, and largely uneducated secular Jewish family in Brooklyn, New York. Through intelligence, determination, and hard work, she became one of the first in her family to attend college. After marrying my father, a physician, and raising our family, she earned a…


  • Should Christians Expect the Tribulation? Revisiting Revelation 20

    Should Christians Expect the Tribulation? Revisiting Revelation 20

    Acknowledging the Question That Started It All Before presenting this study, I would like to acknowledge the person whose careful reading of Scripture inspired it: my wife, Jinmei Xu. This exploration did not begin with a theological debate or a desire to challenge established doctrine. It began with a simple question raised by a thoughtful…


  • Did Solomon Write Job? The Wisdom Parallels Between Job and Proverbs

    Did Solomon Write Job? The Wisdom Parallels Between Job and Proverbs

    The Book of Job is anonymous, which means biblical scholars have spent centuries doing what biblical scholars do best: confidently disagreeing with one another. Yet Job’s theological depth, poetic brilliance, and relentless emphasis on wisdom have led many readers to wonder whether it emerged from the same literary and theological world associated with King Solomon.…


  • Why Send the Son? A Question Worth Asking

    Why Send the Son? A Question Worth Asking

    If God already had a system—Law, failure, repentance, remnant, repeat—why introduce the dramatic plot twist of the Incarnation? It’s a fair question, and one that thoughtful readers of Scripture eventually run into. The Old Testament rhythm seems clear enough: God gives the Law (Exodus 20), Israel fails (reliably), judgment follows (also reliably), and a remnant…


  • Understanding the Purpose of the Beatitudes

    Understanding the Purpose of the Beatitudes

    Many Christians wrestle with a central question when reading the Sermon on the Mount: what was Jesus really trying to accomplish? On one hand, Jesus calls His listeners to radical inner righteousness—equating anger with murder and lust with adultery. On the other hand, believers still fall short no matter how sincerely they try. Was Jesus…


  • When God Feels Silent: An Easter Reflection on Psalm 22

    When God Feels Silent: An Easter Reflection on Psalm 22

    Easter is often wrapped in celebration, light, and victory, yet for many of us, it arrives with quieter emotions. There are seasons when prayers seem to go unanswered, when God feels distant, and when faith becomes something we hold rather than something we feel. Psalm 22 speaks directly into that tension. It begins with one…


  • Holding Joy and Sorrow Together During Holy Week

    Holding Joy and Sorrow Together During Holy Week

    For me, this time of year has become something I didn’t expect. What used to feel simple now feels layered. Growing up, Passover was filled with joy, family, and a deep sense of identity. It was a celebration of freedom, of God’s faithfulness to His people. But now, through my belief in Jesus Christ, this…


  • The Narrow Gate and the Faithful Remnant

    The Narrow Gate and the Faithful Remnant

    While reading the book of Deuteronomy recently, I was struck by how clearly God lays out the covenant with His people. Blessings follow obedience. Consequences follow rebellion. Again and again God speaks of testing the people of Israel, not because He needs information, but because faith must be revealed in the choices people make. That…